today got me thinking..

that it’s so weird to have my boyfriend living with me. see, we’ve been together for 3+ (years, months, minutes, whatever.) and it’s like everything and nothing has changed all at the same time.

since we’ve been together, he’s moved countless times and we’ve been run through the mill and back with out relationship. and somehow this move in our relationship has taken us to almost a whole new level. we aren’t just “dating” or “seeing” each other anymore; it’s more than that.

since my first boyfriend, i’ve been the kind of girl who does her own thing and didn’t need a boyfriend to make her happy and blah blah blah. but i find myself wanting to be around him constantly and when he’s around, sometimes i feel i need to get away but at the same time i want to stay.

he’s my best friend, cliche, i know. but he really is. he knows essentailly everything about me and while that scares me, i like it. and at this point we’re perfect together and i don’t want anything to mess that up.

him.

he finds another way to be
the highlight of my day. i’m taking
pictures in my mind so i can save
them for a rainy day. it’s hard to
make a conversation, when
he’s taking my breath away.

new york bound

i love traveling. there is never any doubt about it. i have moved and visited different places and i love being in unknown environments. it makes me feel like there are still things out there that i have yet to discover.

so, when my dad proposed that i come see him in new york for christmas, i surely jumped on it and there was almost no way that i could turn it down. NEW YORK?? who would, only crazy people i am sure. i know i am writing about this a little early, but it was too good to hold in any longer. but as of right now, there are about 50 days until it happens, which these days, seems to fly by.

right now, i am sitting in the common area of my college just pondering what adventure is waiting for me there. i’m not sure if we’re going to the city or not, but i certainly would not mind if we did. think of all the shopping that is waiting for me. it’s going to be incredible and i can not wait. oh! i didn’t even tell you the best part, my boyfriend is coming with me. can you believe that? he’s almost as excited as i am about it.

i purchased our tickets a couple of days ago. we’re set to leave on saturday, december the 19th and we’re returning saturday, december the 26th. this will be the first trip that my boyfriend and i are flying together. earlier this year, we went to iowa together but we drove, which wasn’t bad, but long.  & the tickets we got were insanely inexpensive for flying to new york in december. i paid about $255 each for us. so, you know i was excited about that.

wish me luck.