that it’s so weird to have my boyfriend living with me. see, we’ve been together for 3+ (years, months, minutes, whatever.) and it’s like everything and nothing has changed all at the same time.
since we’ve been together, he’s moved countless times and we’ve been run through the mill and back with out relationship. and somehow this move in our relationship has taken us to almost a whole new level. we aren’t just “dating” or “seeing” each other anymore; it’s more than that.
since my first boyfriend, i’ve been the kind of girl who does her own thing and didn’t need a boyfriend to make her happy and blah blah blah. but i find myself wanting to be around him constantly and when he’s around, sometimes i feel i need to get away but at the same time i want to stay.
he’s my best friend, cliche, i know. but he really is. he knows essentailly everything about me and while that scares me, i like it. and at this point we’re perfect together and i don’t want anything to mess that up.
